THE BOOKS I LOST IN THE MAIL

in my last move, i ended up shipping 9 small boxes to my parents, each full of books. 3 never arrived, likely broken in transit. as i realize and remember them, i will update this list.

  • Iliad: translated by Robert Fagles. owned since 2010. carried the notes of my sister, my mother, and i. marked passages on ants, weaving, fate. penguin paperback. softest edges. spine never broke.
  • Draft No. 4: by John McPhee. hardback with creamy, pebbly dustjacket. a gift from my father when i began teaching composition. read on several plane rides across the country. fantastic chapter on the shape of an essay.
  • Confessions of the Fox: by Jordy Rosenberg. paperback in purple cityscape. bought for a class on surveillance. highlights inside in purple. one of the few i kept from class.
  • Jane Eyre: by Charlotte Bronte. introduction by Joyce Carol Oates. a paperback from the running of the lockers at the end of 2013. previous student was told to annotate every page. god love it, she was a little dumb. my notes scribbled in between hers in the margins. annotations from two grad classes.
  • Poems: by Elizabeth Bishop. plain navy paper cover with yellow type. a collection i bought for a master's exam that never happened. gorgeous poetry. read exclusively on the horrid scratchy tan carpet in my first apartment.
  • Tell My Horse: Voodoo and Life in Haiti and Jamaica: by Zora Neale Hurston. paperback with a rooster on the cover. one of my roommate's books before she moved home. read on the plane home and back, where a curious and talkative boy asked what it was about and seemed bored by my answer after showing me all of his apps on the ipad.
  • the Saga of Hrolf Kraki: translated by Jesse Byock. a penguin classic with a woodcarving on the front. bought for a class on jrr tolkien's inspiration. read it in Lincoln, Nebraska at my first conference. while reading, received the call i was accepted at a master's program 1800 miles from home. wrote her name and number with pencil on the back page in the lobby.
  • The Underground Railroad: by Colson Whitehead. Paperback cover with red background and railroad tracks. I first read it while at work in summer 2019, but i bought this copy for the surveillance class. highlights in red.
  • Pale Fire: by Vladimir Nabokov. paperback with lavender cover. bought for a master's exam that never happened. kept it for the footnotes and format.
  • all my fellows books: i was in a great books program in college. every one of them, from plato's republic to augustine's confessions to hobbes' leviathan to kierkegaard's fear and trembling, is gone. i had a dream of having them in my office one day.